Love Has Found Me

As many of you know that have followed my blog from school this has been a rough year, especially when it comes to the "love department." Those of you who may have read my blog may remember a story that I wrote about my ex wife. She had gotten into my facebook account and had messaged a wonderful woman some very aweful and hurtful things about me in an effort to push this woman away. Sad thing, it worked. This incredible woman that I had gone out with, had amazing conversation with, whom I have tons and tons of things in common with, was suddenly gone. Krysti had successfully pushed this amazing person out of my life. This incredible woman politely told me that she didn't have time for all the drama and that I should just respect her decision on the matter, which I did.

After this unfortunate occurance took place, I just tried to keep myself occupied with school and with the sports that Ethan participates in. Even though that I remained quite busy with all the activities, there was still something missing. A void in my life that I couldn't really come to terms with.

Then, one day about a month or so later, this incredible woman whom I thought was out of my life forever sent me a text message. I was shocked, in fact, shocked is an under statement. I didn't know what to think. I was in so much awe that I actually read the message a few times before I even replied to it. My brother was even with me and he asked me if I was going to reply to the message. I told him that I would be responding to the message.

Replying to her message was the smartest thing that I have ever done in my entire life. A few weeks after the response to her message, she invited me back up to her house in Springfield to hang out and talk. I happily accepted the invitation. Once I got to her house to meet up with her, I was so overcome with emotion that I immediately picked her up in my arms and gave her a hug. When then left and had a wonderful dinner. While at dinner, we picked up where we left off at after the last time that we had seen each other. After dinner we went back to her home and continued the great conversation.

Then came the difficult part. We had the conversation about Krysti. Once the air was cleared about Krysti, we then changed the subject and just focused on us. We had realized that the spark and chemistry that we had for one another was still there and very much alive. As the evening ended she walked me to my truck, at my request of course. At this point, the most wonderful thing to ever happen to me occured. We had our first kiss.

Before the kiss took place, I was so nervous. It was like I was going to kiss a woman for the very first time. The nerves and the butterflies seemed to be multiplying in every breath that I would take. Finally, the moment of truth happened. The kiss took place. Her lips were so soft and inviting. The kiss was so magical and intoxicating that I didn't want it to end. I just wanted to stay in that moment forever.

On the drive home, I couldn't help but to feel like I was in heaven. I also realized at that point that another feeling was taking me over. That feeling was love. I knew at that point that I finally knew what it was to not only feel what love is, but to feel that I was in love. I was so overcome with emotion that I wanted to scream it at the top of my lungs for everyone to hear. I wanted everyone in the world to know that I am in love with Tanya Johnson.

That very next morning we both decided to take our relationship to the next level. We have been together everyday since with each day being more magical and special than the first. Thanks to Tanya, I do believe that God does have someone out there for everyone. Tanya is and always will be my one true love, my soul mate. The void in my life that I had referred to earlier in the blog, is now filled. Tanya's love for me has been the missing piece in my life that I was always searching for and now have. I do not want to ever think or imagine this wonderful woman ever to be out of my life.

I love you, Tanya, forever!